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work [May. 16th, 2009|05:02 pm]
So once more I still can not find time to do everything I would like to do but I still have a job, home and family so things are good.
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What happens at the Faire...stays at the faire [Jun. 22nd, 2008|07:11 pm]
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What happens at the Faire…stays at the faire?

 

Rhys and Gwen sat quietly and watched the joyful chaos that lay before them. The day, so far, had been just the opposite of how days at the hub seemed to go lately.

 

The laughter filled in the empty spots left in the music as kids and adults, well really just very tall kids, ran or walk around the faire.  Couples, young and old, held hands and leaned into each other as they walked around. Sometimes they shared an ice cream cone, drink, popcorn or cotton candy.

 

Now and then, the sound of balloons popping or the bang of the oversize hammer made its way into the musical sounds of the faire.

 

Rhys and Gwen broke the kiss that they had been sharing at the sight of Ianto and Jack. The two men stood in the center of an open space.  It was as if a sudden private island of space had come into being.

 

"No! Jack! I won't put it on!" Ianto had stopped and turned his body in stiff stance, "I don't even think Gwen would wear it! Not even, if Rhys had it made for her.

 

Jack stood in front of Ianto holding something at his side, "but I asked for it special for you. I remembered you talking about wanting one as a kid. And this is just like what you said it looked like." Jack had a sad, disappointed look on his face.

 

Gwen looked hard through the moving crowd to see what it was the Jack had but all she could make out was flashes of purple, pink and green. Even from where they sat, they could tell Ianto was not happy with the gift.

 

It was rare for Ianto to get such a tone with Jack, "You don't understand… I wanted it at five years old!"

 

Jack tried once more, "but…"

 

"I will not put a purple balloon hat with a pink flower on my head," then added, "you wear it or give it to one of the pretty little girls running around here."

 

It was at that moment the Jack had lifted the balloon hat up.

 

Rhys turned and looked into Gwen's eyes "Would you wear it for me?"

 

Gwen gave him a quick kiss, "No!"

 

As Ianto turned and walked away, a pretty little girl of maybe five walked up to Jack.

 

She reached out and pulled on his long coat, "I'll wear it for you if you let me?"

 

Jack knelt down on one knee, "Ok, what's your name?"

 

"Rose"

 

And with that Jack placed the hat on her head then watched as she ran back to where her father stood with the rest of the family.

 


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Will Jim get to see the tatt? part2 [Jun. 8th, 2008|08:31 am]
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Continuing from TenMinutesADay
Will Jim get to see the tatt?


Part 2

 

Greg was in another world as Nick drove them back to the lab. He was so lost in though that he didn't even realize that he was flipping his phone open, a pause then shut.

Finally, Nick had enough, "Greg." Another flip of the phone, Nick raised his voice a little and put a little more force to it, "Greg!" Slowly there seem to be some response happening so Nick continued, "you need to talk?"

 

"What?"

 

"Do you need to talk?"

 

"No!" Greg turned back to looking out the window.

 

"So are you going to make that call or not?"

 

"What?"

 

"Either make the call or put the phone away because if you keep flipping that dam thing open and close, I might just stop and make you walk back to the lab."

 

Greg looked down at the phone in his hand then slowly put it away.

 

Nick continued, "You sure you don't need to talk? Because at the scene, you must have flipped open your phone, at least ten times but I never saw you make a call. Now you look lost out the window and you're back flipping that phone. Come on, Greg, what gives?"

 

A deep breath, in and out, slowly released. "I have a problem, no, you can't help me, no I'm not telling you and no I don't want to talk." Greg with more force then he meant, "just let it be!"

 

"Fine, as long as you don't start flipping your phone again!"

 

Silence filled the vehicle the rest of the way to the lab. Nick spoke as he turned into the parking lot, "Greg, why don't you take a break after we get the evidence logged in." As the vehicle came to a stop, he turned his head to face his co-worker, "I'll leave the keys with you so you can make that call in private." Nick held out the keys to Greg.

 

Greg's only answer was a shake of his head, open the door and climb out.

 

 
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Will Jim get to see the tatt? [Jun. 7th, 2008|09:08 pm]
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From my TenMinutesADay
CSI

CSI—So, I hear you got a tatt. Can I see?

 

Jim leaned on the doorframe to Gil's office waiting for him to finish gathering the information for an update. Every little bit Jim would look in to find the same scene, Gil fingers continuing to fly over the keyboard with the phone cradling between his shoulder and ear. He would just turn back to watching the halls.

 

Jim smiled at the whirlwind coming down the hall, "Hey Greg"

 

Greg turned his head toward the sound of his name. Slowing his movement and making a slight change in direction as his eyes locked on Jim, "Hey."

 

Jim continuing in a quieter tone as Greg got close, "so, I hear you got a tatt. Can I see it?"

 

"Well, it's not really in a place that I can show you while we're standing in the hall." Greg's cheeks were changing from a nice shade of pink into a deeper shade of rose.

 

"We could walk over to the restroom," Jim said as he was looking that way.

 

Greg glancing in the same direction before turning back to Jim, taking a deep breath, "uh, I'm not sure it's in a place I should show you at all."

 

"What's a matter don't you think I can handle it? I've seen a lot in my lifetime," Jim smiling, eyes twinkling.

 

Greg cheeks were shinning bright now and he was at a loss for words.

 

Jim leaning a little closer, "I heard your car is in the shop. How about I pick you up and take you home."

 

"Jim, get in here!"

 

Greg stammering, "okay."

 

Jim softly adding as he turned to inter the office, "You can show at home."

 

 
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Once upon a time--Torchwood [Jun. 7th, 2008|09:02 pm]
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 From my TenMinutesADay
Torchwood


Once upon a time, there was a sweet boy. He was so different and yet so like all the rest of the boys. He ran, jumped and played all the same games. He even let his little brother Gray tag alone without a negative word. He did way above average in school but not quite to the top of the class.

 

Until one faithful day when everything changed, the aliens attacked.

 

His father sent him and his little brother off together to hide in safety, while his father ran for their mother, who was at home, to protect her.

 

But at the end of the day, his little brother Gray was missing and his father was dead. Now his mother and him had to find a way to go on. And they did go though life was very different. He did all he could but his mother slowly writher away from the loss of her husband and youngest son.

 

The years passed and he grew into a tall handsome man, one that had women and men wanting him for their own.

 

So with his mother now gone and the need for adventure he join the Time Agency. What he found was not only adventure but also another very faithful change to his life.

 

During one of his little adventure he dead but someone wanted him so much that they made it so he was unable to stay dead.

 

A bullet through his head… pain, blood and crash to the ground…no breath, no heart beat for minutes, hours and then the gasp. His chest would raise and fall, the heart within would start beating, eyes would open and the memory of what had happen would flood his mind.

 

Knife, sword, bullets and beast no matter what killed him it never was enough to keep him dead. The only difference was the pain and how long he would be dead.

 

So many years, so many lovers, so much pain, so much loneliness…how long would he live, o one knew, not even the Doctor.

 

This is the life or should I say lives of the one we call, Captain Jack Harkness. Hero to earth and her people

 

 

Evening 6/4/08

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Fic: Memories / Torchwood-missing piece from "Adam" [Jun. 1st, 2008|06:29 pm]
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Title: Memories
Author: Susie
Email: susie41694
Fandom: Torchwood
Pairing: Jack/Ianto
Category: slash,
Rating: frt
Status: complete
Brief Summary: Sort of a missing scene from "Adam", at least, something that I felt was missing
Notes/acknowledgments: A big thanks to my betas, Anne and Python for their hard work. Please remember all mistakes are mine, as they did their best.
Archive: Yes to WWOMB, anyone else please asks.



Jack walked into Torchwood, his mind fixed on the thoughts of that memory. A memory that he had so nicely locked away in that box. The one that was pushed back into a deep, dark place with so many others in front of it, hiding it from the light of everyday thoughts. A memory that could interfere with the work of saving earth and the human race.

A memory that had been buried for one hundred and fifty years and now was …out. A memeory of guilt, of losing his grip on his little brother's hand. Or of letting go? A memory of looking…searching…running…of sand...of running for home in desperate hope. A memory of despair…of finding his father lying in the sand, then seeing blood, realizing he's dead…the loss of hope. Then a noise, a brief flicker of hope as he sees his mother. Only to lose it…the shared loss of her husband and his father. A heartbeat later and her eyes are searching for his little brother…looking to him for the answer.

"Where's Gray?"

"I had his hand", my looking down at my empty hand, "I didn’t feel him let go."

The guilt and despair wash over me at the look in her eyes as the words sunk in, all the way to her heart. The knowledge of my mother losing both her husband and her youngest son, her baby are overwhelming.

Jack is backed away from that place…away from Adam…away from the memory of John's words as he left, "I found Gray."

The movement of Jack's body showed the overwhelming guilt, the desperation , the need to run…to escape the memories...to escape Adam…to escape here…to find safety.

Jack continued his slow but steady movement into a place of safety, Torchwood. His mind still locked in it's own world but with each step that Jack took you could see the guilt, the despair and on his soundless lips, why now.

Jack stopped. His eyes blinked as if the sun was rising at dawn. Then something …slowly something moved in past the memories, past the loss, past the guilt. A feeling, a call, a need to reach for Jack. It pulled at him. It made him look up, look around, search for the call, the need and the sound pulled him to it.

Ianto breathed, softly the sound slipped out. "Jack", with more despair "Jack."

Jack's eyes fell on the need, his heart reached for the call and his body followed close behind. Jack pulled Ianto into his arms. Ianto's look shoved that memory back, as here and now his lover needed him. A fact the shown clearly in Jack's eyes. The changes in Jack's stance revealed his feelings as the words coming from Ianto, made no sense. Jack pulled Ianto tighter to him as he was overwhelmed with the desire to prove the words wrong, he embraced his collapsing lover.

The failure of the truth machine showed momentarily in the slight bend of Jack's shoulders. Jack snapped back as he saw the defeated look in Ianto's eyes.

Jack's words to Ianto held the knowledge of what he knew in his soul, Ianto could never do what he remembered. Those brutal killings were beyond anything in his lover's nature. Sure he could kill to protect, to save someone but it always cost him. Jack knew, he had bandaged the tears in his lover soul each and everytime. So there was no way those memories were really Ianto's.

The Jack moved to Ianto. He voiced only part of the thoughts that flowed through his mind as scenes from the last few days flashed…Ianto, as he first saw him…Adam coming out of nowhere…that memory returning, now?…Gwen walking in but not knowing Adam, one moment then Adam's hand on her shoulder and she remembered him, the next moment…then forgeting her new husband… caused by stress?

The stance of Jack's body now screamed "'No", he knew now that something was wrong, very wrong.

Jack put Ianto on the chair making him stay.

Jack's eyes flickered as he forced himself to look back to the start of that memory and then how all of a sudden Adam was there. A hand on his shoulder and Adam's word. "Remember."

Jack's fingers danced over the keys as his mind started picking up of the pieces as he searched for the proof. The scenes flowed across screen from the CCTV. He scanned the records moving backwards through the last two days. Locked each important scenes in place until he had it all; and each time it was Adam, his hand and "remember."

Jack grabbed Ianto and made him watch as Adam forced the memory into Ianto. Soon both men were going through the records and saving to a locked location all the proof they would need. A location that would be out of Adam's reach.

The rest began to arrive with not more than a moment to spare. A breath, two, maybe ten with the act of normalacy…then the flip.

Jack with a gun to Adam's head, the noises and confusion. Tosh pointing her gun at Jack and moments later; Ianto holding her and having control of the gun. Jack taking Adam to the cells.

Next they are in the conference room in what seems like a quiet and controlled state. But that is far from the truth. Then Jack is talking, moving them to the truth of the situation, taking each one to the moment and Adam's touch, making them recall it. Next, moving them back pass that, farther into their own memories. Each one lost in their own world. A pill, sleep, and Adam will be gone.

With four heads down on the table Jack walked out of the conference room

Aware of the power that Adam had even over himself Jack moved quickly to remove all evidence of Adam. First he downloaded all the proof then deleted all files from the systems for the last two days, going back to when they last said goodbye to each other, to a time before Adam.

With the evidence in his hand Jack moved quickly to his office there he pulled out three envelopes from the cabinet and a few sheets of paper. First is a detailed explanation of contents of the files, folded nicely and placed in the envelope marked "Adam's file" along with the downloads. Second is a written explanation, short and to the point of what happened to the files for the past two days. This is place in one mark "Only if you can't leave the lost files of the last two days alone."

And last Jack writes out all the memories that he can remember of his childhood. Mostly the happier ones but adding the sad, hard to handle ones also. When this is done, he sits back and reads through it then folds and places it in the one marked "Jack's childhood." Then he reached into the desk for his special box and added the envelope to the contents, placed it at the bottom.

A deep breath and a new thought finds Jack writing a fourth note and taking one more envelope out. On it he quickly writes, "Open only if Ianto acts strangely."

Down to the safe and Jack quickly puts the envelopes into their new homes. The first is added to the back box, the box that's almost never opened. The second and last one are added to the front pile, a place that is checked whenever something strange, well strange to Jack that is, happens.

Jack pulled on his coat, looked at his TimeAgent watch. A touch or two then a flash and he outside Gwen's. Moments later he's dealt with Rhys, slipped him the pill and gilded him to lie on the couch. And at last, he returned to Touchwood for the last part of the demise of Adam. The cover-up all taken care of.

With his pill in hand, Jack goes to see Adam. Just as Jack appeared to fall under Adam's control, he pulled back…back just in time! Jack's eyes flickered with the knowledge of the words in the box, even as he knew all childhood memories would be gone from his mind

A pill, sleep and Adam is gone.

Now things seem back to normal. But Jack knows something very dangerous has happen or he wouldn't have woken up in the cell area, outside an empty cell.

Back in his office Jack found Ianto's diary laying on his desk. He read it while he waited for the rest to wake up, a smile here, a grin there and laughter now and again. Jack handed it back Ianto with a comment and a sparkle of mischief…this won't be his last time to read it.

The end 

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retruning [Feb. 24th, 2008|02:17 pm]
Once more I'm going to work on using this more often.

What a year it has been so far.

First it's was that really ugly flu then surgery. And it's almost the end of feb. 2008
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progress [Jul. 22nd, 2007|07:55 pm]
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Well, so much for posting more often. We made a great change in the yard. Now have a brick wall around the back yard. We build a second level in the back part where the hill had been and turned it in to a garden.

Zucchinis, melons, bell peppers, strawberries, tomatoes and sweet potatoes now grow where before only weeds did.

Found out that one of the dogs love zucchini and will steal them if given half a change.

I'm in need of receipes (easy, little cooking) for zucchini.

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still trying [Apr. 3rd, 2007|01:44 pm]
So much for posting more. If I ever get past this cough I will try.

Happy Easter to all

Susie
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Happy New Year [Jan. 1st, 2007|09:35 pm]
I going to try to better at posting here in the new year.

Wishing
Peace,
Laughter,
Love,
and
Joy

For The World In The New Year
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Other things [Oct. 9th, 2006|09:03 pm]
Been off the computer for a few days working on other things.

The following is what first came to me when working on exercise #3 but I think it missed it the whole point.


Who's Baggage?

We sat in the parking lot at the train station waiting for my sister. I watched out the window as the world move around.

It was when the lady in the sweat pants, t-shirt and curlers had thrown the third bag into the baggage area of the cart that it caught my attention. There were three cars parked in the turn-out for the loading and unloading passengers. The cart, one of those vehicles used at airports to haul people and baggage sat next to the cars.

I continued to watch as the woman pulled a fourth bag from the truck of the small car. These weren't small gym bags but the large ones used for taking on trips. It didn't seem like they would all fit in that truck but I had watch her pull them out. Now a side door was opened and more bags were pulled out of there. None of the bags matched and I wonder why she would have so many.

Next a lady, dressed in a robe over sweat pants, t-shirt with a scarf on her head, got out of the middle car and started unloading her car on to the cart. First she put a brown box about the size of a case of paper. She followed it with three feet by four feet box that was no more than maybe six inches deep. Something like what a painting or poster would be in. Then she started adding bags also.

By the time the two women stopped, there had to be at least twenty bags and two boxes on the cart. Finally the doors and trunks were closed on both cars. I saw a young woman walk over and hug the first woman then turn to the second woman and hug her. To me it looked like they were saying goodbye.

The young woman walked into the train station as the cart with the baggage was driven off. The two women returned to their cars and drove off. They turn out of the train station area and on to the street as if to head back home.

I sat there waiting for my sister wondering about what I had watched.

Was it a daughter leaving for college? If so why didn't any of the bags match and wasn't that a few too many for one person?

Maybe she was going with a group on a class trip and it was her job to take care of the baggage. That makes more a lot more sense.

Then our car is started and we're off to get my sister, the strange sight left to fade away with out any more thoughts or answers.
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exersice #1 rev and bonus [Sep. 17th, 2006|07:49 pm]
Title: Sight of Surprise rev
Author: Susie
Author Email: Susie41694@Aol.com
Fandom: CSI
Rating:
Summary: Exercize #1 - It's all Peja's fault.
Disclaimer: Don't own any characters; just want to play with them for a little while then I will send them home.


Nick stood next to the car hugging his Mom one last time before he headed into the airport. His flight was still almost three hours away but with all the new security he just didn't want to take a chance on missing it. Gillian turned back to the car and slid into the seat. They exchanged one last goodbye as Nick shut the door and turned heading into the airport.

Nick's head snap up, his eyes now searched for the sight that he had just had a glance of. He turned his attention to dealing with the luggage and checking in, next moved into the long lines at security check in. Then as he slowly moved his way in the line he thought he saw the sight again. Ten more steps and that flicker of a view once more, thinking he must be seeing things Nick turned his attention back to watch the security people scan the next man. Finally it's his turn and at last he is through.

Less than an hour to go, so he headed for the bar and a drink. Twice more as he sat at the bar he saw the same glance of a man, no a teenager.

**Well, there's that saying about everyone has a double. And Mom did have the photo albums out. Yep, that's all this is, way too much time spent on memory lane.**

A quick glance at his watch and Nick moved for his gate stopping at the restroom on his way. A smile at the lady coming out of the women's side as Nick headed in the men's.

**Note to my self, don't let Mom near the album next time. It's making me see things. Of course, she sure did look like Vicky. The one girl my parents never knew about. Or the nights under the stars, oh, the nights under the stars, I would've been in so much trouble if they had ever found out.**

Next is the slow process of getting everyone seated on the plane. Nick had a priority ticket and a window seat so he was one of the first on. Nick stared out the window watching the workers.

"Next time, just let us know and will let your family on with you," the airline hostess touched Nick shoulder as she added, "sir."

Nick turned and started to speak, "I'm alo…" then his mind shut down as he stared at the two people standing next to her.

The teen boy could have been his double at that age and the women was Vicky just older. She took the seat next to Nick while the boy sat next to her.

"…Vicky?" finally came out of Nick's mouth.

She took a deep breath, "Nick Stokes, I would like you to meet our son, Nicholas Stokes James."

The boy slumped back into the seat and muttered "some father." The kid radiated a negative attitude toward the whole scene.

Nick just stared, his mind lost to the past and in too much shock to think. Slowly as the time ticked by and Nick put the age, the time, the nights into place he found a few words.

"Why?" was all that made its way out.

Over the loud speaker you could hear the announcements and instructions but to Nick and Vicky they were nothing more than back ground noise. The kid had put on the headset and had tuned out the two people sitting next to him. A mother that had never even tried to find his father until now, and had only told him the truth after the trouble.

"I ran away, away from my Dad before I realized that I was pregnant. I hoped the baby was yours but didn't know if it was yours or his. I was afraid, ashamed and you came from a good family. I lucked out, one night I got picked up by the cops. They took me to a teenage runaway house. They took care of me, helped me with getting my life straighten out."

Nick leaned forward and stared at the boy as she spoke. In his mind was the group of pictures taken around the time they had shared those starry nights and he compared them to the teenager that sat before him. The kid switched between returning his stare and ignoring it, almost daring him to speak. Nick would glance back at her every few moments. In her eyes and smile he saw the girl that would lay with him under those starry nights. The girl that ran to him for love and understanding, which made him, feel valued for just being himself and not the ideal son or brother. Finally as his mind processed the realization that he had a son, Nick sat back, everything and nothing fell into place.

As they continued to talk, the kid closed them out of his world. He chose not to listen to what his mom…mother said to this man that she said, was…is his father. He moved out of the seat and disappeared into the bathroom. Leaning against the wall he just stared at his face, closed his eyes then opened them again. No matter how many times he did this, things still didn't changed He just knew that Nick was his father.

When the kid returned to his seat they didn't even look over at him, just continued to talk. This only added to the feeling he had that his mother wanted to get rid of him now. Once more the headphones went back on tuning them out.

As the fight was coming to a close Nick just had to know why they were on this flight, "So Vicky, if you live in New York, why are you on this flight?"

"I was looking for you."

"Why?"

"As you can see, I'm having a little problem with him." She nodded her head towards the son. "Thought I would see if meeting you would help," the weariness fell over her as if it was a blanket. "Maybe get some help from you. I know it's a lot to ask but I've got nowhere else to turn to."

"You have a place to stay?"

"Not yet."

In the flash of a moment his mind filled with a million thoughts. From she could be lying, to it could be a con job, to dumping a trouble kid, but all Nick saw was those nights under the stars and the pictures. All he felt was that same valued feeling.

"How about staying with me?"

"If you're sure," Nick nodded "okay."

"Good, let's go"

She looked over and realized that they had landed and their son stood waiting for her. He was blocking the isle as he waited for his parents, a mother that was dumping him and father that only just found out about him.

Nick's mind streamed **Are you out of your mind?** as he moved behind them.

Sight of Surprise part 2
By Susie

Mildred continued with her duties. Most of which she did by rote as she went about seating the passengers.

Still very few things surprised her or threw her off like that scene with the three them just had. She had watched Mr. Stokes with great interest. No ring on his finger, nicely build body, dark hair and eyes with that smile would always trigger her to remember the seat number. Being single she was always on the look out for a good guy.

Finally they reached the point of seating the stand-by passengers. She took note of all the available seats. When she saw the boy, who looked like a younger double for Mr. Stokes, and his mother coming on she just presumed that Mr. Stokes had to be the father and husband, after all not all men wear rings. So she led them to the two open seats next to him.

She just figured that it had been a last minutes decision for the family to join him on a business trip and that he was unaware that they could have come on with him. But she was sure he had started to say he was alone when he saw them and the sound stopped.

Mildred had other duties calling her so she moved on as they took the two seats next to him. She thought as she left that area that she heard the woman introduce him to "our son."

Mildred's mind kept going back to the three of them as she moved about the cabin. It was plain to her that Mr. Stokes was dealing with a big issue. Just as you could tell that the kid was negative about everything. They were on her isle so she kept picking up bits and pieces as she tended to the passengers.

During one of her trips to get supplies Terry remark about the three looking as if they had just met and how much the kid looked like the man. Mildred changed the talk by teasing Terry about her favorites repeat passenger being in that seat again, for the second time this week. Both women returned to work as they passed out the drinks then collected the trash.

Mildred made note of the kid being gone for a long time and was just about to go look for him when she saw he returned. Before she knew it the flight had landed they were once more unloading the passengers.

She watched with curiosity as Mr. Stokes, the woman and kid deplaned. This time it looked as if they were going together. Still she had only the bits and pieces of the story.

It left her with one of the best bunnies she had in a long time.

Terry asked with her bag in hand "You going hang around all day or are you ready for some down time in Las Vegas."

"Just let me grab my bag." And off we went for two days in Las Vegas.
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writing exercise #2 [Sep. 15th, 2006|06:11 am]
When I thought about it at night, it seemed so much better than when I finally started putting it on paper the next morning. But it seems to have shown to others basically what I wanted to show. Hope you like it.

Moment
By Susie


The room was filled with noises but few sounds really registered with him. His mind was locked on one thing, helping her. Everyone else in the room was as a pattern on the wallpaper except when it affected her in someway.

He felt more alive in this moment than he had in his whole life. His mind running almost in rote as he saw to her needs leaving the rest of it to record this precious memory. His arm screamed out in pain as her hands gripped once more so hard that purple places would be left. His whole body cried out for rest as exhaustion tried to over come it.

And then he looked at her.

She was never more beautiful than at this moment. Her face all scrunched up tight in a mixture of concentration and pain. Soft auburn hair cascaded in sweat drenched strands. The softest, sweetest red lips which are cracked and swollen from her biting them. Her eyes shut tight as she pushed every muscle, every thought; all working in a symphony of want and need.

Then a breath of relief as she relaxed.

The grip on his arm and hand slowly eased up, the slight smile and the glow of love as she opens her eyes. In that breath, their eyes lock, love and strength passing between them. Each sending quiet thoughts as the white walls, the people and machines fade away. Their whole world in this breath is each other. The silent exchange of "I'm sorry" passing from her to him as her harsh words register in her mind. A gentle kiss of love to let her know that it's okay and forgotten. The pure flow of love, their hearts beating almost as one.

Then it's broken as once more she is forced back into action. Gripping his arm and pushing. Her body commanding control of their lives as once more muscles pulled, contracted in an effort to get permanent relief. As he watches her suffering a thought flashes through him, **is it worth it**

And then the wail

Loud

Strong

Announcing his arrival.
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Night Thoughts [Sep. 10th, 2006|07:00 pm]
This is a little something that came to me one evening. I would love to see someone do a drawing of it.

Night Thoughts
By Susie


The night seems to last forever as she sat staring out across the water. She hadn’t meant to yell. But she had and now she sat staring across the water waiting. She finally gave up and walked to the cabin. She would just have to give up the wait and go to bed.

Laying in the bed her mind played the scene over and over. When will she learn to close her mouth and listen? She had drifted off at some point. The nightmare filled her mind as the dragon swooped down taking her hero, carrying the knight in shinning armor away to its lair. The dragon feeds the knight to its young as the pieces dropped down into the darken mouths.

The wheels of the car taking form and the body became a sleek red race car. The race car is speeding around the track and just as the winning car pass the finish line it crashes into the wall. The car burst into flames.

Out of the flames flies a jet. It’s climbing high into the sky then it’s spinning out of control. The nose pointed to the ground spinning like a top. The jet nose-dives deep into the ground then flatting out into a pancake of grey.

The grey rising up changing form into blocks becoming a castle with a high tower. A knight in shinning armor comes into view riding towards the moat’s edge. He’s calling out for the bridge to be lowered. The guards don’t hear because the Princess keeps talking all the time. The Knight turns to leave and the castle dissolves into the ground.

The dark ground becomes wavy and watery looking. Darkness is all around her as her eyes search for the Knight. The darkness pulls her deep under the watery darkness. But as she feels she is never coming up again there is a touch of lips.

Her eyes fight to open as her body slowly awakens to his voice and touches. Her mind racing, fighting to understand what is happening. He leans down capturing her lips.

“I’m sorry, I forgot to stop to pickup dinner.” Came the words as their lips parted. “But you can make me so mad. I just had to leave in order to cool down.”
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New to lj [Sep. 10th, 2006|04:22 pm]
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I finally decided to give this a try. I'll see how it goes.

Yesterday, my sisters and niece took me to Universal Studio. We had a great time. My sister had to tell everyone that we were there for my birthday, so everyone waiting for the tram sang me "Happy Birthday"
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